goodnight - goodmorning

“Most people are on the world, not in it - having no conscious sympathy or relationship to anything about them - undiffused, separate, and rigidly alone like marbles of polished stone, touching but separate” - John Muir

I wish that I didn’t believe this quote was true. I could use a hand. a hand, some clarity, and gentle understanding.

come to think of it, I only gave up one of these things. let’s all bet which one it’s NOT

haha

today I gave up smoking, fish, and drunk dialing.

true story.

Watching Junebug for the 457th time. Wishing the plane I was boarding was one-way. alone, and to nigeria.

calories and dis-advanced rhetoric have been filling my days to the point at which I think I may throw up.

Disregard the above, or just…don’t, but I have something to disguss. I was enraptured by this preacher I caught on tv the other day. He was disgussing what love is what it isn’t. He said love isn’t a warm feeling, a strong caring, a reliance on each other, lust. He went on to say love was basically a conscious commitment to another person that had no emotional basis.

and it dawned on me all of a sudden

why in the hell would I seek this out.

hi junebug.

lil wayne is on top of things

i really hate it when people say the phrases “home-cooked,” and “born and raised.”

I’m so confused.

Is your validity in life created by being married by your twenties? Are you more complete when you decide to begin a family, foster pets, buy a house, go to sleep early? 

Forgive me, or don’t, but I’m choosing a different type of “living.”

four pounds down and a brand new member of the family.

That is what has been going on with me.

Watched, The Darjeeling Limited, Into the Wild, 10,000 BC, Clerks, 2 Days in Paris, Capote, oh man, I’ve watched so many movies I cant even remember. 10,000 BC was ranked in the three worst movies I’ve ever seen. The other two are Pirates of the Caribbean 3 and August Rush.

Into the Wild was probably ranked in my top all time list. Just go watch all of them except 10,000 BC.

Home stretch of the semester and you probably won’t see my face around too much.